When your healthy for a longer period of time, you begin to forget all the fun facts about being sick. Constant stomachache and headache, a stuffed nose which keeps you from breathing normal, being too tired to do anything fun and those are just the great physical aspects.

Mentally, I'm pretty much as unstable as a goldfish on the dry. I can't think straight for more then three seconds and I have more moodswings than a pregnant woman. In the morning i feel sick and annoyed, in the afternoon(if i'm not sleeping) i feel sad for one minute and happy the next. Probably has something to do with me not eating even half of what i usual eat.

I know i'm mumbeling nonsense for most of you guys but it really releives. I feel happy and that's a great thing..... i guess. Something else, which is a great thing is that the hollidays have officially started. Thousands of people overcrowding the streets buying presents for they're loved ones. And this year i'm finnaly earning enough to do the same. I already gave him a chocolate fountain, because he wanted one form the first day we met. But i'm going to buy him some more things.... atleast i think i am, because i wanna spoil him.

Yay i'm ultra happy right now(hence the moodswings) so i guess i'm going to just try and relax. Big day tomorrow...

See ya