i fell a sleep in my bed i hated and dreamt it was a pile of strawberries
the green bits on top tickled and there was powdered sugar everywhere
i lost track of reality when i figured out i was wearing too small shoes that did fit
time just didn't really pass by and the sun was shining just as bright as when it was
noon

i guess i'm kind of losing my mind

I'm in love with my neighbours music

I'm seriously beginning to irritate the hell out of myself and others because i can't find the insperation to write anything. I mean i used to be able to write about my single life but now that i'm in a relationship... things aren't all that exiting to write about. Well ok so i have a great relation i really do but it's just.... not giving me the insperation to write about.,.....

ANYWHO here are some facts:

1 MOVING DAY
So i've been trying to get out of the house for about 2/3 years now, and if everything is going according to plan(for once) i'll be on living in my own house before the end of the month. Even greater news is that my boyfriend might just be moving in.... which for me would be great cause i'm craving for some normality in my emotional eruptions

2 MIDTERMS
Are finally over. It was a hell for me, since i just didn't have any time to prepare what so ever.... i even slept trough one and woke up just in time for the next....HOORAY. But now it's over and all i have to do is get my artclass project done before tomorrow and i'm off the hook for the next few weeks

3 THE BOYFRIEND
And i are together for almost half a year now... things are getting pretty serious now and it's kind of freaking me out. But on the other hand it's quite nice as well, to finally have found someone again and having that person love you back for such a long time already

4 FIFER
Or what ever you write it like. I'm pretty sure i got it, because i got all the symptoms and i'm tired as hell troughout the whole day. I'm gonna get my blood checked somewhere this week and hopefully i get some clear results because with carnaval coming up, i'm not gonna be resting a lot and drinking big amounts of beer if i'm not sure i got it or not

so that's kind of it for now.... O i might just go on with another chapter of sudden storm... you know the very popular never read story i did ages ago...

uhm... BYE

When your healthy for a longer period of time, you begin to forget all the fun facts about being sick. Constant stomachache and headache, a stuffed nose which keeps you from breathing normal, being too tired to do anything fun and those are just the great physical aspects.

Mentally, I'm pretty much as unstable as a goldfish on the dry. I can't think straight for more then three seconds and I have more moodswings than a pregnant woman. In the morning i feel sick and annoyed, in the afternoon(if i'm not sleeping) i feel sad for one minute and happy the next. Probably has something to do with me not eating even half of what i usual eat.

I know i'm mumbeling nonsense for most of you guys but it really releives. I feel happy and that's a great thing..... i guess. Something else, which is a great thing is that the hollidays have officially started. Thousands of people overcrowding the streets buying presents for they're loved ones. And this year i'm finnaly earning enough to do the same. I already gave him a chocolate fountain, because he wanted one form the first day we met. But i'm going to buy him some more things.... atleast i think i am, because i wanna spoil him.

Yay i'm ultra happy right now(hence the moodswings) so i guess i'm going to just try and relax. Big day tomorrow...

See ya

But i'll dream of big yellow taxis
Singing frogs and dancing bears
7 days a week of sunshine
running free without any cares

Tangerine, green striped rainbows
Your hands intertwined with mine
Scary monsters that try to get us
but no worries we'll be fine

Because we're together...
So nothing can go wrong

Because we're together...
your the one with who i belong

Because we're together...
AND I COULD SCREAM YOUR NAME OUT LOUD

I don't care about it all
You'll catch me when i fall
yes you'll be there

There is no such thing as bad
It's all in your head
so JUST DON't CARE....

Because we're together...
We're together

I don't care about it all
You'll catch me when i fall
We're together...
forever...

Just a little song that popped into my head and now i can't stop singing it ...Yay i'm a singer songwriter...I'm cool now