X marks te heart
Het normale recept gaat helaas niet meer werken
102 kusjes is gewoonweg niet meer genoeg
En om nu al te zeggen dat je van me houd
Is onrealistisch, ongeloofwaardig en veel te vroeg
Om de weg naar een hart te vinden
Zo ver weg gestopt en verborgen als dat van mij
Moet je toch wat langer blijven hangen
Want een jij en een ik word niet zo snel meer een wij
Vijf jaar geleden was ik vast meteen voor je gevallen
Toen was alles nog makkelijk en mijn hart nog heel
Maar door de jaren is het iets te vaak gebroken
En ben ik zuinig geworden op dat laatste kleine deel
Ik kan m zelf nog direct vinden
Ik ken de weg als de pa
If i call you Isaac by LordoftheNoodles, literature
Literature
If i call you Isaac
If I call you Isaac
Can I be Ben
Can we love eachother
because we love men
Will you have brown curls
and I'll have long hair
and we'll always hold hands
so people have reasons to stare
Is it true what you say
about me being the one
do you really think of me 24/7
and miss me as soon as i'm gone
Are we for real now
or is everything fake
is this only a dream
because I'm afraid to wake
Because if your not called Isaac
Then how can I be Ben
how can we love eachother
if none of us likes men?
Lets begin at the beginning shall we. At the moment when the pen hasnt touched the paper yet, but is eager to touch it with its gentle point. The moment where the idea begins merging inside the mans head, brewing inside of him, forcing his creativity to flow right out of his fingertips. Yes lets start there, at that one moment, where the magic starts to happen.
Caught in the moment, the writer catches a breath and then everything is set in to motion. His pen reaches the paper, words begin to form, like building bricks for a story. The ink comes out of the pen, and that ink forms the path to a world filled with music and fantasy
It's all in your head by LordoftheNoodles, literature
Literature
It's all in your head
This is the sad story of a boy with a tumor in his head
It allowed him to go to a fantasy world where he would
feel nice and be at peace.
The tumor grew and so did his fantesies. He would retreit to
this fantesy world to go away from the pills and the chemos.
Away from all the bad things, away from everything real
And one day......he didn't come back
The end
Single Again Sam 3 by LordoftheNoodles, literature
Literature
Single Again Sam 3
Single Again Sam
Casual sex and breaking the rules
My life is all about breaking the rules. Just doing whatever I want to do, not caring if there is a rule that forbids doing that. But there is one rule I shouldnt have broken. The one rule every single gay man has to work by: NEVER EVER Think of your ex boyfriend. So guess what I did.
I dont know why but when my friend and I began talking, his name suddenly came up and I started thinking of him. Its not like I miss him, its not like Im falling for him all over again, but still its not nice to think of him. He was my very first boyfriend and not
Sophia!! He yelled at her just before she was about to run onto the street. The ladybug had caught her eye and had her attention focused that much, that she hadnt seen the cars coming if she hadnt been called for. With blushing red cheeks, not matching one bit with her black hair and kind of dirty black dress with white dots, she looked at her dad who had quite the serious look on his face, which turned into a smile that easy, you would think those two expressions had followed each other for years like that.
He looked nothing older then 21, just sitting there smoking his cigarette elegant yet sexy, while he was drinki
Single again Sam 2 by LordoftheNoodles, literature
Literature
Single again Sam 2
Single again Sam
Sam and his club of sexy one legged hookers present
Since internet was down for almost a week at my house, i got a lot of time to think about things. About what I was doing, what I wanted to go and do with my life. It gave me a great new perspective. Im going to make some changes in my life changes I should have made a long time ago.
Last time I talked about becoming celibate. Well ok, thats a bit too much of the good stuff, but I think I should hold in a bit more. I mean I have friends who are settling down, living together, having relationships without sex, while I just roam and have se
Single again Sam 1 by LordoftheNoodles, literature
Literature
Single again Sam 1
Single again Sam
Three is a crowd
Hi, my name is Sam, Im a vegetarian, philosopher, self-proclaimed hippie, friend to many, crazy like hell, pretty much always happy, I love guys and girls, almost have a daily dose of sex, love it, quite fond of cats, love to go out, still scarily religious, watch foreign movies, dream of being a famous columnist, taking a 4 year education for it in 2 years and Im moving out in a few months. O and did I mention Im single?
I love being single to be honest. I just got out of a short relationship because I cant really commit. I just like guys too much, and that really gets me in a lot
As i'm lying here in my bed, I can't stop thinking off you. How I wanted to see you, touch you, feel you and how you did not even heard my screaming voice calling your name for hundreds of times. You have no idea how I feel of you, and even if I'm sitting next to you and you look right in my eyes you wouldn't see the pain inside that hungers for healing of your love.
Nothing. I feel absolutly nothing, only the hard pain of reality coming into my ears, reaching my brains, coming out as the warm tears rolling down of my cheeks. Not even my best friend, not even the nicest song can make me smile. All I want to do is watch you.
I'm so confused.
Blood is dripping on my head
from the ceiling on my bed
my whole body drenched in red
because i killed you, you are dead
i remembre you sitting on your chair
with the fall wind blowing through your hair
and seeing you helplessly grasp for air
as i killed you when you were unaware
licking my lips tasting your blood
enyoing your face when i shot
seeing you suffer you filthy mut
i'll put you under the ground where you'll rot
And when i'll bury you under the tree
the green leaves get red and fall down on me
as the blood drips of fall come to make me see
how much funn killing you really could be
Current Residence: inside my own head Favourite genre of music: i don't like one genre i love music Favourite photographer: Jinnwoo for sure Favourite style of art: writing Operating System: windows MP3 player of choice: the one which can stand my gay music Shell of choice: uhm...yeahhhh Wallpaper of choice: Photo's of friends Skin of choice: Mammothskin Favourite cartoon character: ling-ling Personal Quote: I still dont get it....why can't we
Favourite Visual Artist
AZU
Favourite Movies
mozart and the whale
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
DCFC MSI and a lot more
Favourite Writers
Anne rice
Favourite Games
the one you and i always play when your feelin naughty ;)
Favourite Gaming Platform
My bedroom :)
Tools of the Trade
Photo's and cookies and the hostages in my dungeon
i fell a sleep in my bed i hated and dreamt it was a pile of strawberries
the green bits on top tickled and there was powdered sugar everywhere
i lost track of reality when i figured out i was wearing too small shoes that did fit
time just didn't really pass by and the sun was shining just as bright as when it was
noon
i guess i'm kind of losing my mind
I'm seriously beginning to irritate the hell out of myself and others because i can't find the insperation to write anything. I mean i used to be able to write about my single life but now that i'm in a relationship... things aren't all that exiting to write about. Well ok so i have a great relation i really do but it's just.... not giving me the insperation to write about.,.....
ANYWHO here are some facts:
1 MOVING DAY
So i've been trying to get out of the house for about 2/3 years now, and if everything is going according to plan(for once) i'll be on living in my own house before the end of the month. Even greater news is that my boyfrie
Hey Sam, Jens hier... Ik heb je al een sms gestuurd maar je nummer lijkt niet meer te bestaan... We moesten nog maar eens chatten vind ik, maar je bent nooit meer online... Heb je een ander e-mailadres ofzo? Vertel het mij ^^ ik heb behoorlijk wat te vertellen, en ik praat wel graag met je! Hopelijk tot snel x